I think looking at life and despairing is normal. I look back at choices I made and wonder what I was thinking at the time! Look at me - I'm a semi-intellilgent independant female and could do anything if I wanted. And what do I do with each day? Oh yes, declutter the house and shout at snotty kids. Yes, my GCSEs, RSAs, Pitmans, Highers, blah blah blah are soooooooo valuable......