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Sep. 12th, 2011 11:38 pmIs it just me, or is it weird that someone's been registered on eBay since December 2009 and still has no feedback? That is who is currently bidding on my desk. Natch, they will win and turn out to be a fucking axe murderer, which at this stage would be something of a relief. It's all going to go wrong, anyway.
Shit mood. Oystercard people are fuckers, ditto Natwest. Anyone any idea what the £5 "deposit" for the Oystercard is supposed to be for? Anyone? Bueller? I'll tell you - a giant fucking con. I am mostly just a giant ball of incandescent albeit impotent rage at the moment, and it's making me miserable (and probably everyone else as well), but I just don't seem to be able to stop it. I don't know how to make this feeling go away, but it needs to, because I am not ready to deal with this again.
I don't have words for how I'm feeling and probably wouldn't bother if I did. I can't cope with other people at the moment, like, in any way at all. I don't even want to have to look at people. I've got some training booked on Wednesday and the thought fills me with dread. Had the same group of people last week: hated them all. I don't think "Effective People Management" is really the right course for me at this moment in time.
Shit mood. Oystercard people are fuckers, ditto Natwest. Anyone any idea what the £5 "deposit" for the Oystercard is supposed to be for? Anyone? Bueller? I'll tell you - a giant fucking con. I am mostly just a giant ball of incandescent albeit impotent rage at the moment, and it's making me miserable (and probably everyone else as well), but I just don't seem to be able to stop it. I don't know how to make this feeling go away, but it needs to, because I am not ready to deal with this again.
I don't have words for how I'm feeling and probably wouldn't bother if I did. I can't cope with other people at the moment, like, in any way at all. I don't even want to have to look at people. I've got some training booked on Wednesday and the thought fills me with dread. Had the same group of people last week: hated them all. I don't think "Effective People Management" is really the right course for me at this moment in time.
