Of shoes, and ships, and sealing wax...
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chaletianSo, at the moment, I’m reading The God Delusion by Richard Dawkins, and this has led me to think about, well, OK, myself (no use departing from tradition, after all) in terms of my religious beliefs (or lack thereof).
I was sort of brought up as a Christian. Which means to say, my parents were married in a C of E church, as were most of my other relatives, as far as I’m aware (I have no idea if my parents believe in God; I have never asked them about it (it would be rude, after all *g*, and it’s not something we talk about). I was christened. I don’t know if my schools were non-denominational in theory, but throughout my entire school career, from the ages of 5 to 17, I went to a recognizably Christian assembly every day, sang Christian hymns, and said Christian prayers. I went to boarding school for a while at the beginning of senior school, and attended church (Methodist, in this case) every Sunday, with evening prayers on Thursday. I was confirmed when I was 11 or 12, after attending confirmation classes led by our school chaplain (ah, Mr Topping, he was a card…).
I don’t know if I ever actually believed in God. Obviously, my memory of childhood is sketchy at best, but I don’t remember any moment where I specifically thought ‘I believe in God.’ I think it is true to say that I don’t ever remember believing in God, and despite my confirmation, I don’t think I gave it any thought at all as a child. As soon as I recall giving it any thought, I knew I didn’t believe it. I have been an atheist (for definite, that I can remember) from the age of about 13, and probably younger.
I believe in evolution, and have done as far back as I can remember (again, not really saying a great deal). That is, I don’t *believe*. Rationally speaking, it seems the most likely explanation for how the world arrived in the place it did. Should it ever be disproven, and a more likely explanation offered, I should (probably reluctantly; I don’t do change well) have to go with that new explanation. We don’t know everything in the world. Maybe we can’t know everything (like one of those eternal one-over-infinity maths problems, where you never quite reach a finite answer). But we can theorise, and approach the questions surrounding our existence as scientifically and rationally as possible.
I think the concept of the existence of God is ludicrous. There is no evidence for God’s existence, ever. I know, you’re not supposed to need proof. You just need faith. But how ridiculous is that? Here’s a thing. You can’t proof it exists. But if you really, really believe hard enough, then that’s fine. It exists. What, is God Tinkerbell? The world is just… the world. It is part of a solar system, which is part of a galaxy, which is part of the universe. How did it start? I haven’t the foggiest. It’s always possible that God did indeed leap forth and create the whole thing, but that seems as unlikely as any other explanation. How did life begin on earth? Don’t know that either. But once again, God probably ranks pretty low as the originator on a scale of possibility. Maybe God does exist after all, but it seems, as the years clock on, increasingly unlikely. Through millennia of gradual change, the world came to be the one we know, and that’s all there is to say about (well, from my generally uneducated point of view; I’m sure the scientific community can go on for a bit longer on the subject).
I know that, officially, the Anglican church and, I think, the Catholic church have discounted creationism as an actual theory of the beginning of the world. But there are still an alarming number of people who seem to believe that all of science is wrong, and God created man as it is now (more or less), presumably in the midst of creating trees and mountains and light and dark and jam and trousers etc etc etc (but not, you know, gays or anything… *g*). This is one of the reasons why I think religion is dangerous, because it leads people to believe that abandoning rational thought is fine and dandy. So what if there’s evidence that man has been bopping around on this earth for quite a long time, and the earth itself has been there for considerably longer? Fuck it! God created it all in an afternoon less than 10,000 years ago. As you do. And yes, of course I know this doesn’t apply to everyone who’s religious, and believing in God *obviously* doesn’t mean that you’re daft, and equally not-believing doesn’t make you better than people who do.
But I still think disbelief is a more rational way forward (with, always, the potential for a mind change should God suddenly descend and make his presence known, because as with so many things in life, we can’t know 100% for sure either way).
I was sort of brought up as a Christian. Which means to say, my parents were married in a C of E church, as were most of my other relatives, as far as I’m aware (I have no idea if my parents believe in God; I have never asked them about it (it would be rude, after all *g*, and it’s not something we talk about). I was christened. I don’t know if my schools were non-denominational in theory, but throughout my entire school career, from the ages of 5 to 17, I went to a recognizably Christian assembly every day, sang Christian hymns, and said Christian prayers. I went to boarding school for a while at the beginning of senior school, and attended church (Methodist, in this case) every Sunday, with evening prayers on Thursday. I was confirmed when I was 11 or 12, after attending confirmation classes led by our school chaplain (ah, Mr Topping, he was a card…).
I don’t know if I ever actually believed in God. Obviously, my memory of childhood is sketchy at best, but I don’t remember any moment where I specifically thought ‘I believe in God.’ I think it is true to say that I don’t ever remember believing in God, and despite my confirmation, I don’t think I gave it any thought at all as a child. As soon as I recall giving it any thought, I knew I didn’t believe it. I have been an atheist (for definite, that I can remember) from the age of about 13, and probably younger.
I believe in evolution, and have done as far back as I can remember (again, not really saying a great deal). That is, I don’t *believe*. Rationally speaking, it seems the most likely explanation for how the world arrived in the place it did. Should it ever be disproven, and a more likely explanation offered, I should (probably reluctantly; I don’t do change well) have to go with that new explanation. We don’t know everything in the world. Maybe we can’t know everything (like one of those eternal one-over-infinity maths problems, where you never quite reach a finite answer). But we can theorise, and approach the questions surrounding our existence as scientifically and rationally as possible.
I think the concept of the existence of God is ludicrous. There is no evidence for God’s existence, ever. I know, you’re not supposed to need proof. You just need faith. But how ridiculous is that? Here’s a thing. You can’t proof it exists. But if you really, really believe hard enough, then that’s fine. It exists. What, is God Tinkerbell? The world is just… the world. It is part of a solar system, which is part of a galaxy, which is part of the universe. How did it start? I haven’t the foggiest. It’s always possible that God did indeed leap forth and create the whole thing, but that seems as unlikely as any other explanation. How did life begin on earth? Don’t know that either. But once again, God probably ranks pretty low as the originator on a scale of possibility. Maybe God does exist after all, but it seems, as the years clock on, increasingly unlikely. Through millennia of gradual change, the world came to be the one we know, and that’s all there is to say about (well, from my generally uneducated point of view; I’m sure the scientific community can go on for a bit longer on the subject).
I know that, officially, the Anglican church and, I think, the Catholic church have discounted creationism as an actual theory of the beginning of the world. But there are still an alarming number of people who seem to believe that all of science is wrong, and God created man as it is now (more or less), presumably in the midst of creating trees and mountains and light and dark and jam and trousers etc etc etc (but not, you know, gays or anything… *g*). This is one of the reasons why I think religion is dangerous, because it leads people to believe that abandoning rational thought is fine and dandy. So what if there’s evidence that man has been bopping around on this earth for quite a long time, and the earth itself has been there for considerably longer? Fuck it! God created it all in an afternoon less than 10,000 years ago. As you do. And yes, of course I know this doesn’t apply to everyone who’s religious, and believing in God *obviously* doesn’t mean that you’re daft, and equally not-believing doesn’t make you better than people who do.
But I still think disbelief is a more rational way forward (with, always, the potential for a mind change should God suddenly descend and make his presence known, because as with so many things in life, we can’t know 100% for sure either way).
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Date: 2007-06-28 05:36 pm (UTC)See, I honestly do think that being willing to accept that you might be wrong = doing your best to love God.
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Date: 2007-06-28 06:30 pm (UTC)The thing is that most people seem inclined to just gloss over the God stuff. I suspect the Love God bit may yet be changed, as well, but I don't know.
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Date: 2007-06-28 08:47 pm (UTC)The God thing, it's like a mathematical problem where x (in this case the answer to life, the universe and everything) might equal a, b or c. I don't feel any more strongly towards a (God) than I do towards b or c - I can't claim that I'm doing my best to hope that a wins when the chips are down and the evidence comes rolling in. (I think I just murdered that metaphor. Helas.) It really, really is different. I simply don't belong in a religious organisation, and if Guiding is happy for people to mangle its promise and not *really* mean the God part, I think it *should* change it, because as it stands at the moment its spiel about including all girls and young women can't be true.
Sorry - will stop going on about it!
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Date: 2007-06-28 08:49 pm (UTC)Incidentally, I have RP that you now hate me & think I am crap. Cos I'm just like that & also the drugs currently make it worse.
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Date: 2007-06-28 09:18 pm (UTC)well I did say it was RP...
am hoping speech therapy referral will a) come through quickly and b) help... then we can once more bibble on merrily about smoking lemmings etc...
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Date: 2007-06-28 06:30 pm (UTC)Hindus are OK because they've got gods (which are all different faces of the same god, IIRC) - it doesn't matter what god it is. Don't know what the party line is on republicanism. To be honest, while I know lots of members truly believe in the different parts of the promise, I think there are a lot who just parrot it and then get on with the practical business of running a unit or whatever.